Fear & Fun

Would like to thank you guys for showing concern for me when I was sick. : ) I’m all well, alive and kicking now..
A friend called me right after he read my blog, reacting like I have contacted a terminal disease. Only after much assurance, he was then convinced that I am not going to die any moment soon. Perhaps the post “delirious rambling” was a tad too dramatic…. Talking about wanting to die.. Well, can’t blame a sick cat that thinks nothing but the pains right?

Just like last night at Balaclava. I was almost a nervous wreck running the show last night. My 1st project with Mercury…. And my own expectation of performance was killing me. Everything seem to go wrong, pessimistic thoughts kept wafting in….

Before the show start, I went to washroom to touch up and have a moment of self-reflection. The truth dawned upon me ~ I was actually afraid.
Fear of failure. Fear of losing trust. Fear of realization that how incompetent I am.
Fear may make you fret and panic but it is also a force to advocate actions or procrastinate.
Somehow, realizing what’s actually making my hands tremble, made me calmer. I looked hard at myself in the mirror and smiled to soften the frowns on my face.

Let’s get the party started!

In the end, Celebs like Pierre Png, Andrea De Cruz, Annabell Francis, Melody Chen, Timmy Nga and many more graced the show. The props turned out marvelous. Problem of gate crashers solved.. Everyone have fun so do I… haha…Especially with that little special attention from a waiter there (kept me well-fed with food and drinks)… and I met someone who made me go gaga over… He resembles someone special… same mannerism… same charisma… keeping my fingers crossed that he isn’t gay… (I seriously think gays are over-populating… They are everywhere, disguised or not!)
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Tuesday- was helping out at the SIA PPS Gala dinner. It was a real eye-opener for me!
Beautiful set-up of the ballroom (Backdrop in form of a plane with real door and lit lights from the cabin window; catwalk in form of plane runway)
Kit Chan performed for that night and it’s marvelous
1st time watching a fashion show on catwalk ~ uber cool! I have make a mental note to go backstage next time to witness the chaotic situation of changing models’ clothes.
Was in models’ changing room after the dinner - where racks of designers’ clothes and heaps of accessories for the fashion show were left in. Haha.. I got so busy and happy trying and posing with the gorgeous bags and accessories!!

A Women’s Paradise!