In less than 31 hours

In less than 31 hours, the World, together with its inhabitants will aged another 1 freaking year.
This is my last chance to have a blog entry in 2006.
Perhaps this is the perfect time to recapitulate this amazing journey of the Year.

So, here we go.

I guess one of the gains that I am most thankful for is getting the chance to work in Imagine Singapore and getting to know the lovely colleagues over there. The impact on me was pretty significant- it changed my outlook on work, life and people. It was almost dreamlike and perfect. I have to stop myself from immersing recklessly in the bliss- cos I was so afraid that the dream will burst and left me wrecked like the previous company did.

The move to Australia was another occurrence that I yet to rate it good or bad. Sure enough, it was such a new experience, which I guess I will not live to regret it. Wenting made it so easy for me, I felt like a helpless baby in her care. Wonder at times who is the older one…
And I am different now- as some of the folks back in Singapore have announced. Imagine found Ash so much bloody noisier and how she likes to poke her nose in everyone’s business now. Like I always tell them- ‘I care for you mah…’ Heeee…

Friends found me wilder and almost crazy… and well, family complained that they get to talk to me more when I m in Australia than now. But I feel like my old self. Nothing changes. Perhaps a few pounds more ~according to the great ‘compliments’ from Ethan and Gerard.

There have been a few emotional tugs that I wished that I didn’t have to do anything about it. Maybe someone was right about me being a selfish being. Caring about the ‘Now’ moments and self-contentment, disregarding others’ feelings. My stubbornness.
Seriously, I didn’t mean any of that to happen. Somehow, I just find it hard to throw myself in relationship where we all know that with the geographic distance between us- it is going to be a nightmare.
Phrases like ‘Go as it flows’ and ‘Enjoy life while you can’ appeal greatly to me- being tied down on something as heavy as THE Commitment scared me. Guess I will never be good at handling affairs of the hearts. And I could no longer throw myself wholeheartedly into someone ever since god knows when….

On a happier note, Mr Happy, Benjamin Tan got married recently. Such a beautiful solemnization ceremony- in front of the sparkling sea and romantic sunset over the rosy sky. Can feel my goosebumps as they said the sacred 2 words.
My guardian angel, Hweelim gonna exchanged vows too, in my place of birth~! Was thrilled that I am able to attend their weddings. Now, keeping fingers crossed for MR MELVYN NONIS’S WEDDING.

To Melvyn:
So… You claimed you have been reading my blog… Ya right… A caveman like you… this must be quite an outstanding feat for you.
Nevertheless, I’m waiting for that spectacular wedding of yours- impatiently. Make sure that it is happening when I am around~!

Gonna be in Clarke Quay to help Mich with the Countdown party tomorrow. Do come down and party hard- with me!!

P.s: I’m sorry if I couldn’t meet up or talk much with you guys on MSN recently. I’ll be free only after 20 Jan…. and yah!! I am all yours then~! =)