Saturday, April 21, 2007

Do you know You?

Seriously. Do you?

I am helpless here. Everyone said of course. I told myself, many times- that I knew better. But that wisp of confidence has made its U-turn, left me high and dry, hoping to catch a glimpse of certainty again.

Now everyone seemed to understand me better than myself. I could trust my judgement- no more. It is frightening. And so sickening. I can’t stand the Silence berating me like a child.

Stop it. I don’t want to think. Don’t want to reflect. Don’t want to keep seeking answers in places that I don’t even know how to go there.

Maybe I should take the chance to tell you what I truly want.

Wait a minute. Let me search deep. I might get an insight or two.

Or None.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey ... it might sound weird coming from me

but i've prayed for you ...

just talk to me when u need ... a little boy might have deeper insights that u think!

- Grand sonny boy-

Ash said...

Awww... All those years of breastfeedin are worthy after all.. (of cos, from me to ur ma then to u)

Thanks, sonny... it feels good to know tat I have friends that care deeply back home.

Anonymous said...

hi ash, just read ur blog.
You got into a car accident? Although i am not too sure what exactly happen... but i am really glad that you are fine..and i hope you are feeling better now.. take care babe!

Anonymous said...

hi ash... forgotten to put in who i am after the comment...... it's jasmine here...