Lynn, This is for you

Hurhurhurhurhur...

That's Ethan's last message for me via MSN.. He had left for Bangkok on Thurs. Wanted to drag him down to Liquid Room for that Beat Boxing Competition tonight but don't think anyone else will be interested. Boohoooo....

My dear wormy Lynn. What you don't believe in.... DOES EXIST! Stop viewing guys with those lusty eyes... I do believe in Platonic friendships with the opposite sex. Don't understand why this topic always arise when we are out together. Stop asking me whether I will ever consider to be with Ethan. Cos my replies will be the same.. NO! It'll be like committing a near-incestuous sin!

Well, people... I must really stress on a very important point, once and for all. Ethan is my friend of more than 10 years... Used to dislike him in the past but Fate has its twist and turn... we are now a pair of close friends with each other's secrets etched in minds and dreams made together.. But there's never a physical attraction nor chemistry of that sort between us.

Was out with Isaac last night. He asked me the same question... -_-"
It led me to ponder~ Isaac is a guy with tonnes of girl buddies and he's asking me this QUESTION?
Then a shocking revelation of his confused my ideology further...
It got me thinking..
Am I the only person who believe in such pure friendship?

Humans always crave for a steady and familiar companionship, no matter if they are eccentric loners, social butterflies or a flamboyant gay . We need someone to be there for us and when we found the person who we are so comfortable and delighted to be with..
We want to keep that person with us for long (or only till entertainment value expiry date....) by falling in love...
Is uniting in the name of love, a good solution? I have fallen in love with friends before... Jimmy. From good friends. we became lovers, now strangers. Az, my soulmate, now just an acquaintance....

I am cheerless at the loss. The people who I've really care deeply about, have gone on their own ways without me. All because we tried to embark on the journey of love and failed to iron out that quest's perils.

Skeptical now.. I've learnt my lesson. Friendships and Romance are two different entities.

Lynn, if you really enjoy that friendship with a guy.. don't tarnish it with supposed grand notion of romance. Unless you are very sure that he is the one and are much prepared to forgo that carefree friendship you guys sharing right now, by all means.. go for it. But right now.. I think twice or even 10 times about heading into a relationship with a friend I treasured alot.

Oh! Lynn! I can't stop repeating myself.. how glad am I to have you in my life.. How lucky that on 1st day of school, I just happened to be seated beside you and you said hi.. And it sealed our fate as friends. I wish that we stay close as ever.. and crazy.. and lame too! haha.. (Well, I miss Janice too.. If you recalled who is that... sigh... Maybe friendship also do have their expiry date ba... )

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Today, I have an exhausting yet very much enjoyable day at Sentosa with my cousins.

Sung a Birthday song for Noel, played all kinds of Ball games & tried all kinds of poses for photos

Watched a Beautiful Sunset and bid a solemn Farewell to this beautiful day with sunny memories..