Thoughts

The dark sky never failed to pacify me when I am troubled. I remembered that I used to take time after work- to stand in the middle of the pavement and looked up to the sky. Without much effort and almost instantly, I will find myself reaching out to the sky, feeling the moist clouds brushing by my cheeks and getting closer to the stars. The sky holds a mystery and I am all set to discover it. Somehow, this brief instant of losing myself to the wild imagination had a great soothing effect over me.

12am . Sentosa . Tanjung Beach .

Again. It was beckoning me - to reach out and fly towards.
I raised my hands high up. Told him that I am flying ~ heading up to the sky.. To the haven where I run to when I am down the rut of problems. He laughed at my silliness.
Moments later, he outstretched his lanky arms and tried to imagine the flight to the sky. He told me that he almost got that fleeting feeling like me.
We were like a pair of old couple, lying on the deserted beach, looking up to the dark, cloudy sky and shared moments of comfortable silence. Minutes of waiting passed. Waiting for the sky to clear the clouds and unveiled the beautiful stars to us.
It did.
I felt good, with him and the sky for company.
Peacefulness

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Zouk was like a madhouse that night.
You were worried about me so you held on to me tight. As usual, you tried your best to protect me. I really appreciate it- but you were drunk. You became over-protective; I was anxious that a scuffle would break out soon. I didn’t want that. I hate that. Can’t help but was pissed with you that night. But it’s over now…
Thanks for your heartening message. Yes, I will still hold my head high despite of my problems.
Comforting to know that you will be looking out for me.
Thank you

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And you…
I will keep the promise I gave you
I will give up trying to figure you out. You have warned me before but I have been an obstinate little girl who persisted. And things just worsened.
Reminiscing about the past. It had been sweet. Guess both of us haven’t expect things to turn out like this.
Take care